i am ugly. I have an ugly love life. I hurt someone & he doesn't want to forgive me. I tried my best, but for him my best wasn't the very best. I hope i can settle all my problems really fast. I just can't take it anymore. i am really tired from everything. i felt like i am cheating my own self, i cant face the truth. I'm in denial , i am really sorry "S" for everything. I gave you all the motherfcking fake hopes and few days later i let go. understand what am i going thru.. letting go of the past is like letting go of my happy self.
everyday i have problems arising. Since when i was rude? Since when i have people talking behind my back at school. for goodness sake i trying my best to be happy ! i really do feel like giving up.
dah i emotionally breaking down ):