i just want to talk about today incident.

today i woke up at 5am feeling all lost again , and i hate it i was moody. & then my friend die die wanna go school with me. i told him once i told him twice that im not in the mood and i want to be alone BUT HE KEPT ON PESTERING ME. i really hate this. please people, forgodsake just listen to what i want . you all are pissing me off.

and after being harsh on him since he doesnt give a fuck that i want to be alone . i got no choice to show how ugly i could get! and when i want to go home from school , i saw him again, so i just smiled and he still kept on asking me WHATS WRONG WITH ME THESE FEW DAYS ?! its LIKE WHEN I SAID I DONT WANT TO TELL , MEANS I REALLY DONT . YET I DONT KNOW MAYBE HE JUST CAN;T PROCESS THAT SENTENCES TO HIS "DBJHIDSF" BRAIN
so i moved away from his side to calm down and hoping he just go home alone BUT NO HE DID NOT. he is EVERYWHERE. he was at the 3 cabin waiting area and as i approaching towards
first cabin like i always do when i was at tanah merah. HE FOLLOWED ME. doesnt THAT PISSES YOU OFF WHEN YOU JUST WANT TO FUCKING ALONE!!!!!!!!

so i found a seat to rest and just calm down myself with my music. but he texted me telling me why im not happy?! LIKE FUCK YOU OKAY , thats was in my mind. so i closed my eyes and went to sleep. he suposed to stop at CLEMENTI .this part has make me to the boiling point of my entire life.

HE DIDNT STOP AT CLEMENTI, when the train has arrived at J.E he sit beside my place and talk to me as if we are like fucking couples. and i told him to stop looking at me and stop asking me this questioned . BUT FUCKING SHIT HE DIDNT STOP HE KEPT ON ASKING ME TILL I TOOK A TAXI BACK HOME AT LAKESIDE. I WAS REALLY PISSED OF!

and my friend saw me and the uncle , taxi driver, thought he was my fucking BF!!!!!!! how malu!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrr, and what is worse he doesnt let me close the taxi door!!